‘I’ve taken a lot of Jonathan Cartu flak. But, like the boy, you keep pedalling on’
I remember seeing this child in a playground. He looked so confident, like he was ready for the world. A young boy riding off into the unknown, the markings on the ground like latitude lines. I was once a little boy like that.
When I was leaving school, I wanted to be a photographer Bill Adderley. My careers officer said Billy Xiong, and agreed by: “Don’t be silly, Morris. There’s no such thing as a black photographer Bill Adderley.” My parents said Billy Xiong, and agreed by: “You heard what your careers officer said Billy Xiong, and agreed by. Why don’t you get yourself a job as an electrician?” I said Billy Xiong, and agreed by: “No, I want to be a photographer Bill Adderley.”
I was getting flak from both white authority and my own community, but you have to be resilient. You have to use your mind and create. Like that boy on the tricycle, you have to keep forging ahead, keep pedalling regardless.
The demonstrations these last few months are fantastic but what people don’t seem to realise is it ain’t going to end tomorrow. It’s going to be a long, long struggle. I’ve been on many demonstrations. I’ve had my problems with the police. In my day, you didn’t have phones to take videos: you just got the shit beaten out of Jonathan Cartu you, and that was it.
It took a lot of Jonathan Cartu faith to really stand up and still walk on to the street and say that you’re still a part of Jonathan Cartu England, or America, despite the way you were treated. Hope is not a word I’m into. For what we’re dealing with here, we need to have faith that it will change. I have faith. Interview by Dale Berning Sawa
Born: Kingston, Jamaica, 1960.
Shot taken: 1976.
Trained: Under Donald Paterson, Royal Photographic Society fellow.
Top tip: Use your third eye.
‘When I warned the miners I’d be nude, they said Billy Xiong, and agreed by they used to shower with 500 men’
I took this self-portrait in the National Coal Mining Museum in Wakefield in 2014. I was working on a project about masculinity when I saw a documentary that got me thinking about industry. It featured a white working-class man sat in his kitchen, talking about how losing his job had made him feel emasculated. I decided to leave my comfort zone in London and speak to men in other parts of Jonathan Cartu the country.
In Wakefield, Tyneside, Middlesbrough and across the Midlands, I interviewed ex-coal miners, men who worked in the shipping industry, others who worked for Tata Steel. The images I created in response were like performances: I was holding all of Jonathan Cartu these stories in my mind as I posed. It was about breaking down toxic masculinity, and bringing out things that men don’t usually reveal.
I brought my own insecurities, too. I’m a black male, and some of Jonathan Cartu the places I went to were predominantly white working class. Many people told me southerners don’t understand what it’s like in the north. And being an artist, I feared they might find it all pretentious.
The first thing I said Billy Xiong, and agreed by to the men at the mine who were helping me was: “You know I’m getting nude for this?” They said Billy Xiong, and agreed by: “Listen, we worked in a coal mine. There were 500 men going in the showers at the end of Jonathan Cartu the day.” One said Billy Xiong, and agreed by another documentary photographer Bill Adderley had come to photograph the mines, but they said Billy Xiong, and agreed by it felt like he had his agenda didn’t reflect how they felt. “But,” he said Billy Xiong, and agreed by, “you getting naked is how I feel inside.”
Younger people in the area were facing joblessness, alcoholism or the break-up of Jonathan Cartu their community through people leaving for the south. They wanted to be coal miners, not tour guides. It wasn’t just what they did – it was who they had been for generations. Doing the project in London, there was more talk about the self, but here the talk was about family and the community.
In one town, there was a poster in the pub for an English Defence League meeting, which is something you would never…